luv cycle

this last few weekend was very tiring of me..a lot of test, assignment, prblems with frens, birthday, n others. but nvm.it will end, somehow..hurm..do u ever luv sombody tht u afraid that the person's r going to go away?that u always want tht person on ur side, most of the time, but u scared to be too depending to tht person u luv. feeling scared tht u will repeat the same mistake by holding the people u luv, too firm tht it will crush them.. i did~ i know i luv this gurl..i really care 4 her..but i seem to be afraid of giving hope too much.i mean, i have in luv too many times, tht i know somethng will go wrong and end ur luv cycle. what am i gonna do..half of me want her to be with me, but the other half, just wanna play safe, just let it follow the flow of luv cycle..but what if some other guy who is more direct, steal her from me?what am i gonna do?i dun like to fight,or to argue with other people..the only things that i can do, is to let it be..just accept the fact that there are other man tht deserve u..hurm i hope, she can understand, no matter what i do, my feeling is still the same..