sing along

Never Knew i Needed

by Ne-Yo

Verse 1-

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction

For the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin *ad-libs*
(And) For the rare and unexpected friend *ad-libs*

For the way you're something that I'd never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again...

Chorus-

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

Verse 2-

My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)

I must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter...

Chorus-

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

Bridge-

Who knew knew that I could be...
So unexpectedly...
Undeniably happy (yeah)
With you right here, right here next to me...

Chorus-

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you aren't here, I had no idea ...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

...Now it's so clear, I need you here always-End

p/s: to all frens tht comes along between good news and bad news, this is song is specially for u^^

Long Kang

Salam...heyy! its been a while since my last blog..miss it^^ sory, sbb lama gile xupdate blog ni. Tersangat la busy, with the final exam coming closer every second. anyway, sekarang rutin harian ak mmg membosankn. pagi2 da kuar study kat uitm tu, then pi lunch, pastu sambung lgi study, ptg bru la balik. malam lak, sambung lgi study, pkl 11, 12 mcm tu bru la blh berhenti. penat2. mmg bosan, sbb xde org nk tman. few month sbelum study week aritu, someone kata nk study ngn ak, nk study group la kononnye..ni senyap jer. ap cer bang?hurm..manusia, dgn kata2 kosong mereka. mmg melayu, mudah lupe, mcm ak la, lupe nk update blog..same la kita~

Anyway, forget abut tht. i can do it alone.no big deal. ha, korg tau aritu ad org mati kat area shah alam ni. keta mereka msuk dlm gaung(longkang) kat jambatan berdekatan dgn rumah kedai yg bru naik tu.. pasangan India tu mati, sbb lemas. n the worst part is, lemas dlm air LONGKANG! pergh!! mmg tragis seyh, serius shit.. kesian pasangan tu. ni msti bwk laju sgt la ni, sbb tu blh jadi smpai mcm tu. papepun, pada mereka2 yg ad kereta, WATCH OUT ok.. sbb JPJ da nek kan kompaun sbyk 300%..klu skali kono kompaun ngn pakcik jpj tu, mmg tragis, serius SHIT!!

gile tragis...keta wira lak tu, mmg den takut~

Alahai...bl la mau abis exam ni, ak mmg xsk la blaja under pressure ni. botak kpala pakcik. knapa la perlu ad exam? xblh ke klu blaja jer..hihi..papepun, after ths exam, ak nk pi konvoi ngn sahabat handai ak.mereka dnamakan serembansters. haha..ingt nk pi melaka, xpun daki gunung ke kan. bru la cara! tpi tu sume bergantung pd keadaan la..klu rmai yg busy, mmg xdapek la. ok la, rutin harian ak sudah nk bermula, later guys. totheloose! bye. Salam

lembap

Ai..pakcik ni, dr smlm lg nk tulis blog, tp satu haprak pun xkuar2. payah btul. trutamanya waktu pagi2 buta mcm ni, mmg lembap semacam. slagi xmakan, mmg lembap je la arus neuron dalam otak ni. umm...2,3 minggu ni, khidupan pakcik ni pnuh ngn meeting jer..meeting assignment la, meeting society la, meeting presentation la, mcm2 la..da straight bape hari da meeting je. lagi2 da nk exam final ni, lecturer mmg suka lump sum kan sgala keje2 dia..mmg memeningkan kepala.ai..save me from this sufferingsT_T

PaKcik~

PErgh..da lama sey pakcik x tulis blog ni..al maklum lah, bz memanjang je akhir2 semester ni..stress+pening+marah+letih+sembelit je 2,3 minggu ni..but, the hectic is going to an end( i hope), and tht means final exam is near. pakcik da la xstudy lg ni, harap kan minggu study week je la nmpknye..mmg xberubah2 prangai, setiap sem gitu. pointer xnek2 pun..i am so lame~

Ha, i just sent my proposal for the incoming social gathering. bkn men tkut lg pakcik nk anta,ye la jumpe timbalan dekan kot..klu jumpe makcik cleaner tu, mmg xde hal la. xde la pakcik rs sembelit je.. but, it end up going ok. mula2, mcm sial gak la..apa ke bangang org yg bgi sampel proposal kat pakcik ni..blh lak dia salah eja nm timbalan dekan, Nawi jd Rawi..xke bodoh dan sial tu.mmg nk mengenekan pakcik la tu..pakcik da mls nk pkir lg, pakcik men anta je la..trime ke x, lantak la..

ha, klu korg nk tau, bom jangka da meletup(as expected) n my fren iqbal da msuk wad.(as expected again), tp bkn sbb bom meletup, tp sbb suspek denggi.kesian dia, nnt dtg la lawat dia.kat hospital ampang rsnyer. pakcik pun xlawat dia lg..ramai2 la kita bacakan yasin untuk dia(cey, mcm da tenat pulak). xpe, bc jer, klu x bila lg korg nk bc. skrg ni mmg remaja rmai yg payah nk bukak Kitab kita tu, smyang pun blum tentu jaga lg..tp pakcik mmg lega la smlm, bl tau kwn pakcik da dpt nurhidayah. da stat solat da mnatang tu..bgus2..truskan, dan pakcik sgt berbangga untuk kau nak.kah3..

satu lg cita, housemate pakcik ni da pndai da nk buek2 lgu sendiri. bguih no.. lgu dia sdap, lirik da ad, melodi dia pun da ad..ok la..just pakcik x pnh dgr full version jer. xsgka la kwn pakcik ni ad yg ad bakat nk jd pencipta lagu. stakat ni, kwn pakcik byk yg jd pembuat masalah jer..henti2 kan la..menyusahkan pakcik je..jd la mcm Yus ni(bkn nm sbnr), hdup xmenyusahkan org, buek lgu jo, xpun men dota..bguih budak ni..blh buat laki..haha..

Dahla, pakcik nk mandi, ap kejadahnye tulis blog xmandi ni..mmg xde etika btulla..mari truskan perjuangan di minggu terakhir ye!! goodday^^

AloNe in thE DarK

I always find my self stuck in a dark hole. a deep, scary, n lonely dark hole.. there was nobody there. there's only me, n the dark creature that's waiting to eat me from the inside. i feel pain in my heart, as i can't find anybody to heal me. n i have been here for far too long..

One day, i find tht light shine through my sad face. like someone has bring the power of light, happines, n smiles, to the empty n lonely hole. i can smell them bringing the joy n fun far away from this crypt. i call them, ANGEL, as they the only one that can save me from the beast of the empty heart. it's been a while, that i can smile like this. to smile with reason that is sufficient. to smile, as it can kill the monster inside me. this ANGEL come in many form, some have dark robes, others with shining white robes. n seeing them, give energy, n hopes to me to escape from this very hole.

But the weird thing is, this ANGELS just stare at me from far-far away. they didn't want to get close with me, hearing my heartbeat, or exploring my weaken heart story. they just stare at me, far away, looking at me with a synyster smile, while the dark creature dragging my feet deeper to the endless black hole. i was frighten, i feel betrayed, n i cry. i cry like i never cried before as the image of the ANGELS starting to disappear....

As i dragged by the hideous creature to the abyss, i become enraged.. my heart was exploding, overflowing with fire from hell. i feel betrayed, i feel really betrayed! i can feel my head heating up, as well as my body n my raging heart. i scream as loud as i can, even the dark creature left me, alone in the empty hollow. now, i am alone, with a vengeful heart. i swear to kill, to tear apart any ANGEL that i see. n eat their warm heart to satisfy the devil inside me. i becoming more like the dark creature itself, as my body start to change, hideous face, red eyes, sharp claws, ...but,even so,i know the other side of me, really want somebody to pull me up from the empty,lonely hollow...

Letih

Beberapa hari ni ak rs penat jer..i dunno why..n all my body hurt like hell.my face hurt(thx to my old enemies), my back hurt, my stomach feel like it wanna explode, n i feel like a walking zombie. tp skrg da ok kot, dgn ad nye member2 kat skeliling ak nih..keeping me all healthy n cheerful.

Oh ya, i just got my guitar back from tht motherfucker. he just tell tht he was sorry, n gone, just like tht. kurang ajar btul, xsempat ak nk memaki hamun dia(walaupun sbnrnye xnk wat mcm tu). abis guitar ak calar balar, xgune btul mamat tu. but, at least i got my guitar back. better then nothing.

Today my housemate organized a blood donation campaign at the campus,n i promised him tht i'll go to get some of my blood donated. this is my second time. the first time, is last year. mula2 agak tkut la ms nk derma..jarum xnk besar lak kan. but, it's not tht hurt. the fact tht u have do something good to help other people i need is the most important thing. so, for those people who need type A blood, come n get it ok! lets donate! (i heard they give some cool merchandise n food)

He is a fucker

I hate that motherfucker! brani2 dia pnjam ak nye brg tanpa izin ak.n then, tht son of a bitch buat mcm brg tu bapak dia yg punye..mmg berbulu je rsnyer hati ni..dlm imaginasi ak, mmg da mati hidup ak blik ak keje kn mamat tu..lakhanat btul..ap krang rasa, klu brg yg pling korg syg, org len pnjam tanpa izin?? pastu bl mntk pulg, bukn main liat lg..ap sialnye makhlut tuhan tu. sedangkan lebah pun marah kt amik madu dia, ni kan manusia, lgi la nek minyak..fuck tht boy!!!

klu ikutkan hati nk je ak bgi dia pkai menatang ni:
xpun, bgi dia ddk atas kerusi ni ke:
huhu...dan sbgnyer..haha..tp kejam sgt tu..mati anak dara org..kah2

huuuuhhhh......Ok, now im relieved after cursing tht boy. hurm..oh ya, i just arrived at seremban. it's been 3 weeks since my last visit..my parent is already enraged with me not coming home for a long time..its not tht i didnt want to come, but i dun have the time..i have activities n event to attend every week. last week, i got module, n the last 2 week i got sports carnival day. suppose, i have to attend a team building at Gombak ths week, but i have to pass..i luv my parent more thn my society..haha..(jgn marah shafiq^^) but, i do want the society to achieved their target this sem.. you see, my IB society, is one of the loser society in the campus..the reason i got into this matters, is to raise up the societys' name back..so student, will be proud to belong in the IB group(IB stand for International Business). i hope it can happened..it must happened!!(><)

GO IB!!